pata nai kad meri jubaan ch oh takat ayegi ke mein tenu keh sakda ke mein tenu pyaar karda haan,
pyaar ..aih lafaz shyaad kade mere hisse aaya hi nai..
mein kinna darpok aa...mein tenu kuj keh v nai sakda,mein pathar ban chuka haan...
shyaad mein halaata da saamna karno darrda haan,,,kaayi vaari sochda haan aih pyaar di bhukh c ke shareer di ...
kyunki mein te tenu jaanda v hai nai changi taraah,menu pyaar c tere akha naal ,tere hotha naal ,teri awaaz naal,tere haase di tunkaar naal,teri tor naal..ya tere vaala naal ...ki aih pyaar hai ya bhukh ??
jado mein idda sochda haan te mein idda lagda jidda kise ne menu pathra di nehar ch sutt ditta hove,te fer te pathar vajjda hove fer mere pathar tan cho v chingaari nikladi hai...te aihi chingaariya fer agg diya lapta ban jandiya ne,,lagda hai mere seene di agg hun meri baahrli chamri tak pahunch chuki hai,
te menu andaro te bahro saadh rahi hai..
isse layi mein kehnda haan ke tu apniya badboliya akha nu samjha ,chup kara , menu kuj sochan de taaki mein iss pathar yug cho bahaar aa saka...tu apne inha muskura rahe hothan te hath rakh ke dhakk le,kyunki menu aih lag reha hai ..jiwe aih mere te hass rahe hovan ke..ja oye darpok tu bol v nai sakda ?tu gall karan de v kabil hai ni te tu ki kar sakda hain?
tu apna aap barbaad na kar ,te apni pathar di joon handa ,,,,sochan vaali gall hai mein pathar banya kidda ?
menu khud nai pata aih pyaar di bhukh aa ke shareer di ...??pyaar da lafaz shyaad mere jeevan ch aya nai na .menu bolan ch na sunan dova ch,mein darda haan ...sachmuch darpok haan..
darda haan halaat da samna karan ch..
halaat jo hava da rukh badalde rehnde aa...but oh halat ya hava ne mere val da rukh kade akhitiyaar nai kita ,,,,pata ni kado aih pyar da rukh mere valo hovega te mere val pyaar da meeh pavega.
te mere jeevan di pagdandi te soohe phull khidange,te tere pyaar di shaahdi bharage,bot bibalta naal udeek reha haan mein ..oh pyaar da meeh jisdi ke rang boond tere hotha nu chum ke gulaabi ho javegi..
te mneu tere pyaar naal sharoshaar karegi...
haan iss taraah kade nai ho sakda na...kade v nai !!! iss taraah da meeh oh v iss naklistaan te,nahi...ithe te sirf pal bhar layi meeh da bhram paida ja sakda hai par meeh kade v nai...
mere shareer di mitti hun oh mitti nai rahi,aih mitti chira to paani rahat hon karke mitti to pathar ban gayi hai............
hun iss mitti ya pathar nu koi aam ..khaas meeh pigla nai sakda..iss layi taan koi vakhra meeh pavega..
koi tajaabi meeh...aisa meeh jo pathar nu mom bana deve...
oh dost eho jehe badal kade nai aunde,sona menu nai pata tu menu pyaar kardi hain ya nai...
par menu anish chit ta bhareya yakeen aa..."nahin" tu menu pyaar nai kar sakadi...
akhir mein ki haan, mere kol ki hai,kyunki iss samaaz ajehe kinni hi insaan hai jinha kol bolan di takat hai..sunan di shakti hai te buddi mata hai..jo ki har pase to guna naal labrej han..
fer mere jehe darpok te nirbal di tenu ki lod hai..? par mein dukhi nai haan tere to bagair..
kyunki menu pata hai tu apne layi kise nu lab hi lavegi te khush ravegi..
kee mein sach much dukhi nai ..???? shayaad nahi...par mein sochda haan ke tu mere kol menu aahi kehan layi aa jave ke..tu menu pyaar nai kardi..taaki mein tenu laage to changi taraah dekh saka....
tere nain naksh changi taraah nihaar lava ..ikko vaar jee bhar ke..
taaki baad ch menu teri tasveer apne kol rakhan di lod na pave .........
Ajj tera janam din te chaare pase chupp ! koi raunak nai,,tu dass sakdi hain kyun?
ajj sade vyaah to baad aih tera teesra janam din aa...jo chup chaap beet geya...
main ajeha kade nai chahaya c ke tera janamdin te chaare pase chup passri rave.
tenu pata aa jad appa ikathe c te tera janamdin assi kinne vadiya tareeke naal banaya c,,
mummy dady. mein tu te sada beta manpreet v c naal,teriya 2 saheliya te ohde bache v c,
sare kinne khush c osdin.
magar ajj tera janamdin mein ikalla hi cake cut ke te ikalla hi khaa ke mana leya,upro khush hovan di koshish karda magar andaro tuttya hoya haan,mein chahaunda c ke tenu phone karke vadayi deva magar himmat hi nai payi.
kisse nu v yakeen nai c ke sade naal inj hovega te assi kakh ho javange,menu ajj v yaad hai ke tu menu kinna pyaar kardi hundi c,par fer inj hona soch to pare di gall lagdi hai,menu ajj v yaad hai mere naal oh teri akhiri behas.
jado mein kamm to aya te tu mere hamesha kamm ch rujje rehan to jhagra kr leya,idda sade naal pehla v ho chuka c,par iss vaar kuj vadd c kaayi din tak assi bole na,fer mere rokdeya hoya v tu samaan pack karke apne maata pita kol chali gayi.
manpreet nu v tu naal hi lai gayi ...mein sochya chalo sabkuj holi holi theek hojuga ,
magar ik din tera phone aya tu phone te menu " talaak den di gall kitti" mein sir to paira tak kambh geya c,tu kidda vadda lafaz keh ditta "talaak" ik bomb varga lafaz jisne kaayi ghar tabaah kite n ajj ohi bomb saade te v diggan ja reha c,mein koshish kitti ke isto bachya jaave ..
magar hun shyaad tenu mere to koi aass or yakeen nai c..
menu ajj v yaad hai tu kinna pyaar kardi c menu,,kaayi vaari tu kamm to thakki ne auna te meri godi vich sir rakh ke so jana ,fer tu kinni der baad jaagna te menu thakkya jaan ke pyaar te maufi di soorat vich menu galvakri pa laini,
os vakat mein apne aap nu pyaar da baadshah samjhda c fer kaayi varai mein kamm to thakke ne ghar aun ate tu menu udeekdi ne dukhi ho k so jana...fer mein auna te appa ikatheya ne roti khaani ..kinna khyaal rakhdi c tu mera.
ajj mein sawer da bhukha betha aahi soch reha tu aave te appa ikathe roti khayeye par menu pata tu nai auna..hun meri bhukh te thakaan naal tenu koi farak nai painda magar mein kado tak tenu udeekanga...
menu ajj v yaad hai jad appa pehli vaar mile ..assi ik coffee shop to coffee peeti....kinni der appa bole hi nai...fer mein chup todi te fir kaafi der appa apne vichara da adaan pradaan karde rahe.
fer dove paseya di haan to baad sada rishta pakka ho geya te kuj mahineya baad sada vyaah v ho gya.
ajj vyaah to 8 saalan baad inj lagda hai,sade vichaara,piyaar te sehan shilta vich jarur koi kammi rehgi c,magar idda kyun hoya ,mein kayia de vyaah tuttde vekhe ne par ajj sade khud nal hi idda ho geya...tu v shyad aih sochya nai hona..kaayi vaari mein sochda ke sadi love marriage hundi te shayaad idda na hunda..fer assi ikduje de bhaava nu samjhde hunde,fer mei sochda love marriage to baad assi apne vichaar badal lainde ya shehansheel ban jande ?
naale ki yakeen c ke assi ikduje nu vadd pyara karde,fer kami kiteh rehgi,fer kayi vaari mein samjhda ke. aih sab sadae rujjaaveya krke te nai hoya?
kyunki mein apne kamm ch bot masroof rehnda c, par aih meri adaat c ke mein apne kamm ch rujj janda c,kaayi vaari mein over time v laga lainda,jis karke mein tenu kaayi vaari time nai denda te tu udaas ho jandi.
fer jado ,manpreet da janam hoya te tu mere to shikayaat karti ke mein ghar de kamma ch dhyaan nai denda.
fer holi holi tu dur hundi gayi te sada jaghra vaddna shuru ho gya,te ikdin tu menu chadd k jaan da faisla lai leya.
tera aih faisla tenu menu te tabaah kr hi gya ..magar tu kade aih sochya os niki ji jind te isda ki asar hoya hovega.jisnu sadi doha di jarurat c,tu usnu v naal le gyai kiii uste mera koi adhikaar nai ??
ki maa hi bache layi sabkuj hai baap nai ?
ki maa da dil mom te peo da dil pathar hi hunda?ki peo de dil ch pyaar nai hunda?
kanoon v te aahi samjhda hai ke ,, baap da dil pathar hunda,,taan hi oh bache te baap da adhikaar nai samjhda,koi nai jithe hazaara peyo naal hoyi mere naal v ho gayi...
jidda ajj mein tenu yaad karda ki tu menu kardi hovegi ? par aina kuj hon to baad ki sanu hakk hai ikduje nu yaad karan da shayaad hai nai..
parveen par mein apna aih hakk kade nai chaddanga koi kanoon tenu mere kol vakh te kar sakda,magra teriya "ABHUL YADAN" nu nai,mein teriya abhul yadaan nu idda hi yaad karda rahanga.
Preet bot hi changi ,pyaari te seyaani aurat hai,ate oh meri patni hai.
bahut hi hoshiaar ,kam karan vich bahut tej te suchajj hai.
har ek naal pyaar ,shanti te apnatt naal pesh aun vaali te apni gall nu bahut vadia tareeke naal samjhaun vaali aurat hai.
mein Preet nu koi 3 ku saal pehla miliya c,Preet chandigarh de ik gunge te bole(deaf n dumbh)
bacheyan de school vich adhyapika(teacher) c.
Mein ik din apne im dost naal ,jisdi daughter bol nai sakdi c uss ladki nu dakhil karaun geya c...
uthe ik teacher naal uss kurhi baare gall baat kiti.manu oh teacher bot changi,seyani te sohni lagi
kinne hi din oh teacher meriya socha ch bhari rahi,te kinne hi din mein uss teacher de hatha de ishaareya nu akha band karke dekhda reha.
fer mein usnu milan te dekhan de bahane labhan lagga,fir baad ch kaayi vaar assi uss school jaande rahe,kadi kise program te taan kade uda hi,te aina bahaneya naal mein osnu milda reha.
shayaad andar hi andar dil de kisi kone ch mera os layi pyaar paida ho reha c
shayaad oh v iss gall nu samjh chuki c,holi holi assi ikduje di gall nu samjhan lag paye
te ik din mein osnu coffee pin layi naal chalan nu keha,,te oh v chalan layi tyaar ho gayi,
uthe mein osnu dassya ke oh menu bahut changi lagdi hai,fer baad ch assi ik duje nu mobile raahi msg v bhejan lagg paye.
te baad ch aih silsila kinni kinni der chalda rehnda te raat de langhan da pata hi nai chalda.
fir ik din mein osnu milya te honsla ja karke mein osnu apne pyaar da izhaar kar ditta,
te vyaah layi keha,par osne menu koi jawaab na ditta,te na hi kade koi ishaara kitta,
Fir assi ghara nu chale gaye,baad ch osda koi msg v nai aya.
mein osnu kayi SMS karda reha par os valo koi uttar nai aaya,3 ku din baad menu osdi chitthi mili,
os vich osne apne pyaaar da izhaar kitta c te vyaah layi v YES kar ditti c.
menu bahut khushi hoyi,mein osnu cheti to cheti milna chaunda c,agle hi din assi mile...assi dove bahut khush c !!
fir assi apne parivaar valeya nu v mana leya,te oh v mann gaye ,fer kuj dina baad assi vyaah de bandhan ch band gaye....
saare hi bahut khush c,,fer te sade layi roz hi nava din aunda jo sade layi nava sawera te navi roshni le ke aunda,jado v mein ohnu puchda ke oh menu kinna pyaar kardi hai,te oh apniya bahaan nu dove paase faila ke uttar dendi,te assi kinni der ik duje nu takkde rehnde .
kaayi vaari mein job to aunda te oh meri god ch sir rakh laindi te iss tarah apne pyaar de athaah samandar da pragtaava kardi,assi dono bahara ghuman jande,bahar khana khande,hassde,khed de te iss tarah assi apna jeevan badi khushi naal vyateet kar rahe c,sanu kade v koi kammi mehsoos nai hoyi,je menu kade koi kammi mehsoos hundi te oh aih hi ke oh bol nai sakdi.
kade kade mein sochda ke oh v menu pyaar naal bulave,kuj bole,,kuj oh shabad jinna nu mein ajjtak kadi nai sun sakya ya oh shabad jo menu ajj tak kise ne kahe hi nai.
mein oh shabad ohde muh cho sun na chaunda c.
fer mein sochda ke hun oh shabad mere layi be-arth ne, kyunki preet apne ishaareya naal menu ohna shabda di paribhasha kayi vaari samjha chuki c.
oh ishareya naal hi menu inna kuj samjha dindi c ke kade shabda di ghaat mehsoos nai hundi c.
taan ki hoya ke oh bol nai sakdi c,,par oh "pyaar di moorat " c, jo ki apne ishareya naal shabda di vyaakhya kardi c.
par ajj menu tu kuj udaas lag rahi hai PREET. mein tuhanu puchna chaunda c par menu iss taraah lag reha c,par mein tenu kade aina udaas nai dekhya,kyunki tu bahut bahadur auraat hai te har tarah de halata da saamna karan vaali hain,mein tenu har halaata ch hamesha hassdeya te khush hi vekhya hai,,kadi kadi tu thoda bot udaas ho jandi c ,par aina nai jinna ajj hai.
"ki ho gya tenu ajj ,PREET ?" te mein puch hi lya,te oh mere gall lag ke ron lag payi,ki hoya tenu par oh sirf rondi hi rahi,mein v ohnu rondi dekh ke ghabra geya,fir ohne menu doctor report leya k dikhayi,,jis vich likhya c oh kade "mother" nai ban sakdi !!
te achanak meriya akha agge hanera chaa geya,, aih ki ho geya ?? kisdi nazar lag gayi sanu PREET ?
ajj menu rabb te bahut gussa aya te preet te taras v,ke pehla ta rabb ne usto janam to hi zubaan kho layi te hun maa banan da supna v tod ditta.
maa ban na aurat di zindagi da sabto vadda hissa hunda hia,,te ik hakk v hunda hai,te ajj rabb ne usto ohda hakk kho leya hun oh kiss taraah jevegi? mein aina socha ch dubb geya te oh v rondi rondimeri godi ch so gayi.
fer raat nu ohne roti na khadi te mein v bhukha hi so geya.
fir duje din PReet nu halka jeha bukhaar ho geya,mein preet di aih halaat nai dekh sakda c.
fer mein osnu samjhaya ke kyun na appa ik bacha god le layeye,,iss taraah sanu ik bacha te bache nu usde maa-baap mil jaange.kise bache nu god laina ik changa kamm aa...kise anaath bache nu parivaar da pyaar dena isto vadia punn da kamm ki ho skda hai ??
naale ik gall hai preet hun tu ik paap to mukat ho gayi hain,bhrun hatya(female foeticide) da hun tu kise janam lain vali kurhi nu apni kukh ch nai maar sakdi.
tu saare parivaar nu iss paap to bacha leya.
hun assi ik bacha god le ke ,apna jeevan mud ke shuru karange.Preet mein tenu kadi dukhi nai dekhna chaunda,mein to tenu khush te hassdi dekhna chaunda haan. !!!
