Meriya rachnava: Pyaar ya ......... ?

pata nai kad meri jubaan ch oh takat ayegi ke mein tenu keh sakda ke mein tenu pyaar karda haan,
pyaar ..aih lafaz shyaad kade mere hisse aaya hi nai..

mein kinna darpok aa...mein tenu kuj keh v nai sakda,mein pathar ban chuka haan...
shyaad mein halaata da saamna karno darrda haan,,,kaayi vaari sochda haan aih pyaar di bhukh c ke shareer di ...

kyunki mein te tenu jaanda v hai nai changi taraah,menu pyaar c tere akha naal ,tere hotha naal ,teri awaaz naal,tere haase di tunkaar naal,teri tor naal..ya tere vaala naal ...ki aih pyaar hai ya bhukh ??

jado mein idda sochda haan te mein idda lagda jidda kise ne menu pathra di nehar ch sutt ditta hove,te fer te pathar vajjda hove fer mere pathar tan cho v chingaari nikladi hai...te aihi chingaariya fer agg diya lapta ban jandiya ne,,lagda hai mere seene di agg hun meri baahrli chamri tak pahunch chuki hai,
te menu andaro te bahro saadh rahi hai..

isse layi mein kehnda haan ke tu apniya badboliya akha nu samjha ,chup kara , menu kuj sochan de taaki mein iss pathar yug cho bahaar aa saka...tu apne inha muskura rahe hothan te hath rakh ke dhakk le,kyunki menu aih lag reha hai ..jiwe aih mere te hass rahe hovan ke..ja oye darpok tu bol v nai sakda ?tu gall karan de v kabil hai ni te tu ki kar sakda hain?

tu apna aap barbaad na kar ,te apni pathar di joon handa ,,,,sochan vaali gall hai mein pathar banya kidda ?
menu khud nai pata aih pyaar di bhukh aa ke shareer di ...??pyaar da lafaz shyaad mere jeevan ch aya nai na .menu bolan ch na sunan dova ch,mein darda haan ...sachmuch darpok haan..
darda haan halaat da samna karan ch..
halaat jo hava da rukh badalde rehnde aa...but oh halat ya hava ne mere val da rukh kade akhitiyaar nai kita ,,,,pata ni kado aih pyar da rukh mere valo hovega te mere val pyaar da meeh pavega.

te mere jeevan di pagdandi te soohe phull khidange,te tere pyaar di shaahdi bharage,bot bibalta naal udeek reha haan mein ..oh pyaar da meeh jisdi ke rang boond tere hotha nu chum ke gulaabi ho javegi..
te mneu tere pyaar naal sharoshaar karegi...

haan iss taraah kade nai ho sakda na...kade v nai !!! iss taraah da meeh oh v iss naklistaan te,nahi...ithe te sirf pal bhar layi meeh da bhram paida ja sakda hai par meeh kade v nai...

mere shareer di mitti hun oh mitti nai rahi,aih mitti chira to paani rahat hon karke mitti to pathar ban gayi hai............

hun iss mitti ya pathar nu koi aam ..khaas meeh pigla nai sakda..iss layi taan koi vakhra meeh pavega..
koi tajaabi meeh...aisa meeh jo pathar nu mom bana deve...

oh dost eho jehe badal kade nai aunde,sona menu nai pata tu menu pyaar kardi hain ya nai...
par menu anish chit ta bhareya yakeen aa..."nahin" tu menu pyaar nai kar sakadi...
akhir mein ki haan, mere kol ki hai,kyunki iss samaaz ajehe kinni hi insaan hai jinha kol bolan di takat hai..sunan di shakti hai te buddi mata hai..jo ki har pase to guna naal labrej han..

fer mere jehe darpok te nirbal di tenu ki lod hai..? par mein dukhi nai haan tere to bagair..
kyunki menu pata hai tu apne layi kise nu lab hi lavegi te khush ravegi..

kee mein sach much dukhi nai ..???? shayaad nahi...par mein sochda haan ke tu mere kol menu aahi kehan layi aa jave ke..tu menu pyaar nai kardi..taaki mein tenu laage to changi taraah dekh saka....